guess i'm forgotten....

im doing this for my own practice anyway....so what shall i start with? hmmm.......nvm ill think of something more exciting tomorrow.....ive had a rough day at work and dnt feel very much creativity flowing......sorry.....be back tomorrow!

My god its been so long i forgot i had this!

I bet nobody even reads this anymore yet i have been tryng to remember my password for the longest time.....well anyways since ive been away ive been figuring myself out and what i want to do with my life....the funny thing is that its writing! lol i think i really want to write screenplays and maybe even plays....i started out wanting to act but i dont think i have what it takes in me so i thought if i cant be an actress, i'll give them their lines....hehe.....so here i am....writing because my acting coach said i should start practicing on a blog. luckily i have this so look for me tomorrow. and if there is anything you who read this want to see, like short story or plot or maybe even like the first chapter of a story.....please comment.....ill be happy to take any suggestions....that is, if my blog hasnt been totally forgotten.....:)

so......it has been sssssssssoooooooooooooooooooooo long................but a lot has changed.......first of all i'm a soph now......and guys have come and gone..and i'm thiunkin of a new topic to write about...the most amazing thing is...i finally know what they are talking about in breakup love songs....so sad but true...

Creativity

Who has creativity?
Well what is it?
What makes something creative?
Is it a disease that only few have because your not creative!? Why is that? just because you didn't think of it first? Well, what if someone else did...don't pirate the movies!?
(sorry it is so short! Been busy!)

I FEAR

FEAR. What is it that makes us so scared of it? What causes it to control us so powerfully? Some are scared of spiders, the dark, but mostly death. I think the scariest thing about death is that we have control over it. We can let it come to us or we can take that butter knife in the kitchen and start slicing away at our wrists. You can go to your window and decide that you love your view so much that you want to take it away with you and never see a cloudy day again. You can jump you can hang. You can do whatever you want and to have that power is scary. Power is scary period. What it can do to you what it can become inside you. It's just dangerous as money, if not more. But back to fear. isn't it funny how it can captivate us, panic us, even make us physically uncapable of doing anything. It isn't even tangible; just in us. The power that we have, it is truly a great and terrible beauty.

ok...

really sorry i haven't updated! i have been busy!! anyway, it is coming, an actualy good topic..just thinking right now...

ya, i know i suck but so do you!?

hey v! actually use think your the only one who reads this!? anywayz..i am really bored and just wanted to you to know that i know i suck but i know you like that JMac sucks too!? If ur not v, you wouldn't get this because inour wacky worldwe have to many jokes to tell in one day!? anywayz..i am in computer key adn i get out in 6 weeks!!! YAY!! i can't wait to be soph...cause then i hope to be in acting classes as one of my daily classes!! It is so boring in my school becuase mainly there is really not a lot of people i hang out with like right now i am sitting next to my classmate and fighting bud, Joseph...and then there is Yesi, and Meg....and....and...and....and....and...and....well u get the point now.....if u want to be a friend of mine you should comment me....i am almost always open-minded on other's opinons...well emphasize the almost....*kiss*