I FEAR

FEAR. What is it that makes us so scared of it? What causes it to control us so powerfully? Some are scared of spiders, the dark, but mostly death. I think the scariest thing about death is that we have control over it. We can let it come to us or we can take that butter knife in the kitchen and start slicing away at our wrists. You can go to your window and decide that you love your view so much that you want to take it away with you and never see a cloudy day again. You can jump you can hang. You can do whatever you want and to have that power is scary. Power is scary period. What it can do to you what it can become inside you. It's just dangerous as money, if not more. But back to fear. isn't it funny how it can captivate us, panic us, even make us physically uncapable of doing anything. It isn't even tangible; just in us. The power that we have, it is truly a great and terrible beauty.

ok...

really sorry i haven't updated! i have been busy!! anyway, it is coming, an actualy good topic..just thinking right now...

ya, i know i suck but so do you!?

hey v! actually use think your the only one who reads this!? anywayz..i am really bored and just wanted to you to know that i know i suck but i know you like that JMac sucks too!? If ur not v, you wouldn't get this because inour wacky worldwe have to many jokes to tell in one day!? anywayz..i am in computer key adn i get out in 6 weeks!!! YAY!! i can't wait to be soph...cause then i hope to be in acting classes as one of my daily classes!! It is so boring in my school becuase mainly there is really not a lot of people i hang out with like right now i am sitting next to my classmate and fighting bud, Joseph...and then there is Yesi, and Meg....and....and...and....and....and...and....well u get the point now.....if u want to be a friend of mine you should comment me....i am almost always open-minded on other's opinons...well emphasize the almost....*kiss*

I was raised to be a donkey!

i was raised to be a republican...my grandfather raised me to be a Bush lover and everything Bush does is great because no Democrat would do what he did. And then the majority of Cali is Democrat. Where do i go? Well i frankly don't have any preference since i can't say anything against either parties in my own house. So, i just stay out of politics. it really is just a battle of what people think is right and solvinmg solutions that others made. Like a cleaning lady try to clean up your hotel room. Sometimes hiding some clothes under your bed without you knowing to make it seem like she is the perfect housemaid and got everything done. If is a cruel world but when everything is on the line, and you think and think and think about soemthing until you find a solution, you can make the world a better place. Though most just start new problems, it is a war made for people, by people, to people. about people. All people. Not perfect people.

Just Thinking...

I am just wonderin if you were to pick a new music category...what would it be called? How about your own religion? It is questions like these that baffles the mind and challenges what you value...i was just thinking...but that is not all!! i thought also if you were to say something that was supposed to blow a crowd away, wha would it be? iknow today's blog is boring but i am working on new layouts and stuff...come to Mercy's play tonight!? I will be there!

My Space

My Space seems to be taking over teens and teen wannabes....why? I believe that my space is dangerous and if you don't get a comment, you have nothing to do anyway but give others comments like...i am SSSOOO BORED!!!???.....but really there is nothing really safe about it...i mean it is a product based on trust...you post pictures of yourself and you meet people, potentially dangerous people...blogspot is atleast safer a little bit more...i just don't know why everyone is putting pictures of themselves lokking all sexy and hot when anyone can see them which is my main point: ANYONE can see them. SO why is it taking over??

If ur lost...

If ur lost and just so happened to find this blog...then i am so sorry for it is the most craziest you will ever be intrigued enough to check back to....